It is times like this I wish I would cease to exist.
So, I don’t get why this shit always happens to me. I try and try so hard to make things ok… to keep things ok, but it seems like the second he made up with her… he changed…. soo maybe I was hoping for the worst… maybe a small part wanted her to stay mad… is this my punishment for wishing bad things? I guess it is. I wish he would listen to me.. Hear me out. Understand me… but it seems the more I try…. the more I irritate him… why does he put up with me if he can’t stand me? :c Deme Deceased
