Well, its time to come clean
Or as clean as I can…. I wish I had a bff. I have the GREATEST boyfriend… then he became the GREATEST bff… then just a band member && now nothing. :c its not fair. How can someone be so selfish && greedy?!?! I miss him so much && there isn’t anything I can do! I don’t have any friends…. not a 1. I have a few people I talk to but its not the same as having a bff. “/ I wonder if she’s even notice that its thanks to me she even has him…. its all thanks to me & yet she made him push me aside… it pisses me off. What pisses me off even more!!!!!!! Is that I am trying to play it off as I don’t care for relationships… that I hate all of em happy couples. The truth of the matter is that I want one… I am not saying a need a relationship I am saying a miss the companionship and care. The intimacy & romance of it all… I am tried of being ALONE!!!! I am at the lowest point of this feeling… this anger & sadness…. but no one seems to notice. :c Deme Deceased
